Equivocation

-Her arms lifted, allowing him to remove the dress from her. She'd never worn a bra. She found the vulgar. Why hide away the breasts? Why conceal them in such..strange...things? No. Let the breasts be free! She wondered if the sight of her body bothered him. She was no longer petite because of the child, and her breasts had grown larger, she'd quite grown in size. But he didn't seem to be bothered. Her fingers quickly tugged down on the zipper, then grasped his pants and pulled them down.

She waited for him to remove her undergarment, or rip it off, or just tug it to the side.It didn't really matter as long as he'd fill her. Her fingers then curled around his underwear, and she slowly tugged down on it, her lips moving passionately against his.

Noah tossed Teanna's dress aside. His eyes lingered on her bare breasts, and a part of him wondered why she never wore a bra. Noah didn't mind how she looked. Teanna is still Teanna. It's still the strong-willed, intrepid girl he knew. He craned his neck, kissing at her breasts. Noah would have to ask her why her breasts became larger. His hand tugged her panties aside, and his other hand descended, grasping his throbbing member. He wanted her. He wanted to penetrate her, to make her scream like she did before, to fill her with his warm ooze..

Noah was kissing Teanna furiously, pushing her lips apart so that his tongue could slide in. Yes, this is the feeling. Noah knew this as the thrill, similar to war, but even better. It was an incredible sensation, this arousement. His manhood plunged inside her welcoming opening, and Noah groaned loudly, remembering how they became one months ago.

-A soft moan pushed past Teanna's lips as she felt his lips against her breasts, her nipples growing hard in arousal. She hadn't expected the need to be so over-powering. She was left with absolutely no self-control. No means of restraint. They were still in a public area, and the restaurant wasn't closed. And what if someone walked in? But despite her worries, her arms were wrapped tightly around him, and her hips were grinding against him, begging him to slip inside her.

As his lips collided with hers once more, Teanna gave a small gasp, she would let him do whatever he'd wish with her. She wouldn't stop him. Her tongue moved against his, rubbing against his, enjoying the taste, enjoying the feeling that took over her body. Feeling his thick member slide inside her, Teanna gave a loud moan in the kiss, and pushed her hips down, urging him onward, deeper. "I won't break." She whispered, same words as she had told him before, all she wanted now was to feel him, feel his throbbing manhood thrust inside her. The feeling was amazing.-

Noah paused, nibbling on his lips, curious as to why her nipples grew hard at his touch. His tongue slid from his parted lips, flicking against her nipples again. He would have to ask her about that later .. but such questions, would have to wait. Noah didn't even think about the possibility of someone walking in. The lust for her overpowered him, and all he wanted was to be inside her, inside her deep.. Then Noah was kissing Teanna on the lips, enjoying the feel of her tongue sliding along his. In the middle of their kiss, she moaned, and Noah slid an arm across her back.

He remembered those exact words the last time she gave herself to him. Noah jerked her down as he thrusted upwards, driving himself against her. He moaned at the sensation of her wet, tight walls of muscle and flesh around his manhood; it as this feeling, the thrill similar to being in war, but even greater. Noah's lips pulled away from hers, kissing along her jawline. He remembered the hesitancy and inexperience, when she first gave herself to him... It felt so natural now, as if he belonged near her, inside her, forever. Noah doesn't want this moment to ever end.

-Teanna whimpered softly, her hips involuntarily thrusting down against him. She could hardly contain herself, it was amazing. Her hand slid up fingers pressing against her own breasts, massaging one, and then the other. It felt strange, doing this to herself, touching herself, but then again it felt good. She tightened around him, smiling as he'd part his lips from hers and trace kisses along her jaw-line. It almost tickled, his hot breath pouring over her skin.

She's missed him. Five months, five months without him. She didn't know how she made it through. But now he was here, with her. Teanna gave a moan and arched her back, and entire body, pushing her hips down harder against him.-

Noah kissed his way down her neck, pausing at her collar-bone. His tongue swiped over her collar-bone, then he'd suck on it gently. He was puzzled why Teanna would touch herself when his eyes observed her fingers pressing against her own breasts. Noah groaned when she tightened about him, gasping slightly. The chair beneath them creaked some, but Noah continued to yank Teanna down against him, shoving upwards.

He never thought that by the time he comes back, Teanna would be pregnant. Pregnant with his child. Noah never expected that he'd ever have children. He's a loner, a wanderer, one that can never stay in a single place for long. He has few living relatives, and before that, he thought he didn't have any at all. But here Teanna is, giving him a different life. A life that means he wouldn't have to fight or travel around to survive. She gave him a possible vision of the future. With these inspirations in mind, Noah shoved at her, feeling the lust overwhelm his being.

-It still felt like a dream. It couldn't possibly be real. Nothing good had ever come her way. And by good, she meant nothing that ever lasted, nothing that ever promised joy. All that had been good before, had turned out to be a lie. But with him, with him it was different. "Noah.." She whispered his name out in a moan, feeling him thrust up against her.

Different, it would all be different. "Ms. Teanna!" Came the loud shriek of a young girl, standing in the doorway and pointing at them. Her eyes wide open, jaw dropped, looking completely surprised, though more constipated. Teanna's eyes widened and she stared at the girl, unable to do anything. Her head slowly turned and she looked down to Noah, panting and biting her lips. Stupid creature. She thought as she glanced back to the girl who was still standing there.

Teanna's dress slid over to her, and somehow wrapped itself around her body. She moved away from Noah, slowly walking towards the girl in a sort of menacing way. "Here,child." Her fingers stretched and pressed against the child's forehead. It was just a touch. That's all it was. And the girl's head dropped limp to a side, a strange grin forming on her lips. The young woman laughed and skipped out of the restaurant. Teanna bit her lip "Hope it'll wear off in a few minutes...".

Noah heard Teanna whisper his name in a moan, and a torrent of sensations shot across his body. He liked the way she said his name, the way she moaned his name ... Noah was shoving furiously at her; the lust making him groan with each powerful thrust. ..

Then he heard a noise, and his whole anatomy froze up. Noah felt his body becoming stiff; the muscles along his body became taut with tension. His hues slid slowly, reluctantly away from Teanna's figure, to a young girl. ..She looks shocked. Noah felt heat rushing to his cheeks, and he turned to look at Teanna, brows creasing. .. Noah had absolutely no idea as of what to do.

His eyes went wide when Teanna's dress seemed to move of its own accord towards her. Then he remembered her telling him how she could blow stuff up. Perhaps this is one of her abilities. Noah bit his lips to abstain from smiling as he observed Teanna, noticing the manner in which she talked towards the girl. Noah got up off the seat, stepping towards the door. He locked it just like how Teanna taught him before, then turned. His back fell against the door.

"We're going to lock the door everytime we do this." Noah offered a crooked grin, messing idly with the zipper of his denim.

-Teanna grinned as she looked at him, and despite the fact that he wasn't taller than her by much, he was very imposing. Something about him made him stand out. And she loved the way he looked at her, as though she was all that mattered, as though she was all he wanted. It made her melt. Oh and to be held tightly against him, to be held tightly in his arms, that was heaven.

Teanna stepped towards him, hand stretched out to press against his chest. She liked the feel of his skin. Teanna slowly brought her body closer to him, her free hand sliding down to his, catching the zipper between her fingers. She brought it down and slid her hand in his jeans. "So, how about that sushi now?" Her tongue passed over her lips, moistening them as her fingers pressed against his member. She slowly pulled her hand out and smiled, looking up into his eyes innocently.-

Noah loved the way Teanna grinned at him. She seems so radiant when she smiles. Those steady, honest eyes of his locked against her figure, and his arms folded neatly across his chest. There was a way about the way Teanna looked at him. It's not just lust, Noah knew that much. It seemed something like respect, maybe admiration. Few would admire someone like Noah. Who would admire a seemingly cold hearted loner?

Noah grinned, sliding his arms from his chest. His hand rests atop of her hand, of which laid on his chest. He glanced down when Teanna's hand darted down for his pants, unzipping. Noah observed the meticulous way Teanna would shift her hand inside his denim, touching his throbbing member. "Sure." He stepped closer, fingertips trailing down her stomach, lingering between her legs, then withdrew after a few seconds.

"Do I get to share your room?" .. It was a rather bold request, but Noah wanted to ask. To him, it's so much more meaningful when he's allowed to share her sleeping-quarters, lay next to her. Just lay there, Teanna in his strong embrace..

-Her hand turned, fingers twining with his, holding his hand tightly. "If you'd like to." Yes, she much loved the idea of sleeping with him. Laying there by his side, his strong arms wrapped around her. Nothing could reach her then. Nothing could harm her then. It was just her and him, her lover, her guardian angel.

Teanna stepped back and tugged on his hand, pulling him after her. The dress still clung to her, wrapped around her body. She wasn't exactly...wearing it..It just...hung around her. Teanna walked into the kitchen and motioned for him to sit down at the island. She liked having the small island in the middle, it helped her be more organized, and it was also useful if she ever wanted to eat away from the eyes of the patrons.

She pulled the rice from the pot and spread it out on a bamboo mat, then she placed the seaweed and the mix of crab and mayo, and then the avocado. She wrapped it all up and slowly cut the large roll into smaller pieces. "Noah, could you please get the soup?" She leaned her head towards the second large pot on the stove.

Noah felt his own nimble digits threading with hers firmly, but lightly. The fear still exists, of the dark. WIth her by his side, even if the lights are off... Noah feels that nothing can touch him. As long as she is by his side, holding onto him, not even the darkness can taunt him. Teanna made up for what he lacked, and he made up for what she lacked. A perfect match.

Noah followed after Teanna, hand still grasping hers. He didn't want to ever let go of her. Noah's eyes traveled up and down her body, watching how her dress just .. hung around her. It was bizarre, and yet .. so attractive. Noah stepped towards the island, plopping down, alas letting go of her hand. His fingers closed around the air loosely, almost feeling the texture of her hand against his. His optics were still on her figure, watching her closely, lovingly. No matter how her body changed, to Noah, she's still as beautiful as ever.

His attention shifted towards the rice Teanna put on the bamboo mat for a moment, watching the procedure of how she made sushi. He remembered that he ordered sushi for her before. Now, Teanna's making some for him. "Sure." Noah stood, turning towards the second large pot on the stove. He slipped towards it, grasping it in his hands.

"Where do you want me to put it?" .. Noah had utterly no experience with cooking. So he's kind of .. slow, in the kitchen. Strands of silver hair clung to his face from the beads of perspiration there. He looked almost silly, but there was still that calm, strong look in his depthless eyes.

-Every now and then Teanna would look up to him and smile. She couldn't help it. Even being away from him, just those few meters, made her feel uncomfortable. She wanted to feel him. It was unbearable, the way she felt. "Noah?..." She giggled and walked over to him, placing her hands over his and taking the pot from his hands. She leaned in and pressed her lips against his cheek "...I love you" Teanna grinned and pulled out a ladle from the drawer by the stove, and ladled the soup into his bowl.

Teanna placed the bowl of soup on the island, along with the fresh, soy sauce, and wasabi. "Enjoy." She grinned at him, placing the chopsticks by the small plate. Teanna sat down in front of him, pulling the dress off of her then properly putting it on. Teanna couldn't help it, she was watching him, she didn't want to look away. She even wanted to touch him, somehow, his fingers, just feel him. It seemed as though she could hardly control herself. It was impossible! Teanna stood up and moved over to the sink and began washing the dishes. Anything to try to get him out of her head.-

Noah felt at home then. Perhaps this would be how the rest of his days be. He'd sit at a table, and she'd cook, looking up every now and then to smile. Later on, their child would run around, begging for them to play with it. That was when Noah felt .. worried. Yes, that's as close to the correct word as Noah could find at the moment. What if he couldn't give the child what it really needs? He was so used to living alone. In the past, he could just get up and travel anywhere he wanted, without having to worry about someone else. Eventually, he'd have a woman to worry about, and a kid.. Noah's socially awkward, and most of the people that knew him believed him haugty, unsociable, and rude. Would he want his child's father to have such a crude reputation? Would he be able to give it what it really needs?

Then Teanna's voice broke him out of his reverie. He blinked when she kissed his cheek. Her touch has always been such a pleasant surprise to him. He smiled. Teanna would be a fine mother. Noah realized then that Teanna gave up much to him. First her virginity, then she'd bear his child, and now she's going to publically be with a man known as a social outcast. Few actually approved of him, since he's typically such an enigmatic person. Those that knew him well respected the honourable character under the hard exterior.. but these people are so rare. Noah's worried, indeed.

"And I love you." Noah gazed at Teanna for a few seconds as she put her dress back on, then a subtle sign of amusement danced across his dark hues, "It seems I don't owe you a dress this time." Noah reached out, picking up the chopstick, but he was still looking at Teanna. His thoughts were wandering, and a hint of anxiety appeared in his eyes, then diminished.

-Teanna smiled as she heard his words. She liked to hear him tell her he loves her. She liked the sound of his voice, the way he looked at her. So loving, so tender. Yet...Fearful. Teanna looked down, wondering if she had done something wrong. He wasn't really the type to settle down, was he? He wasn't really the family type, was he? But he loved her.

Teanna placed the dishes back in the cupboards and turned to look at him. Almost fearful. But he seemed normal once more, just watching her as he ate. She feared losing him. She feared that thought, being without him. Teanna approached him, and she placed her hand on his shoulder, squeezing gently. She wanted to comfort him, she needed to. Her fears didn't matter. She didn't care about them. She wanted to make him feel better, because then she knew she would be fine. If he was. "Noah..." She leaned over, pressing her lips against the top of his head. "Don't worry." Teanna smiled and she moved her hand through his hair, ruffling it slightly.

She wanted this child, she wanted him, she wouldn't have it any other way. Them three. She didn't want to lose that. It was her dream, for the past five months, it had been her dream. Her whole body hurt, her heart hurt. Pain. So much pain. Teanna placed her hand over her belly and she gave a small gasp, then turned and walked out of the kitchen. She didn't want to worry him with such things. It would pass.-

Noah remembered that he once laughed at the thought of having children, of having a family. It seemed so silly to him. He thought, why let anything hold him down? He could go anywhere he pleased, and pull off the most dangerous stunts, without worrying about his life. A few years ago, that was his lifestyle. He didn't have to worry about living or dying, because it was all the same to him. Life was insipid, and he only continued on for this piece of land he helped create: Aenied. He had no future, so he had no fears, save for the dark. He didn't have to worry about someone else .. that if he died, others would mourn for him. Noah knew no one would've mourned for him if he died, years ago. But he has a future now. Now Noah would have to get used to waking up each day with someone beside him, of playing with his child, of settling down... If anything, Noah feared that he wouldn't be able to match his own expectations; he expects much of himself.

Noah's head tilted up, eyes ascending to her face when she squeezed his shoulder. Teanna's touch managed to shove away his worries. His eyes closed, and he smiled. "..Thank you." Noah felt her fingers mingle in with strands of his soft hair, ruffling them. He owes her so much... Noah felt safe, that everything'll fall into the appropriate places, with Teanna by his side. They would support each other to the end, and beyond.

Then she abruptly left, and Noah stood; it was an instant reaction for him. Whenever Teanna's in trouble, Noah would react. Her guardian angel. Noah followed Teanna out of the kitchen, unsure of what to do. He wished he could erase all her pains. His fingers twitched, wanting to hold her, but for now, he would wait and see. Noah would catch Teanna if she ever falls.

At his thanks, Teanna smiled. She hadn't expected him to thank her, but it felt nice that she had comforted him. Yes, it made her feel better. It was strange, how his joy washed away her own fears. It seemed as though her own pain, just didn't matter anymore. All her worries would just fade around him. Teanna would lean over and press her lips against his head once more, she loved him so very much.

Teanna never assumed that she'd have the chance to live a normal life. She always thought she'd die in that cave. Because she disliked humanity. She couldn't trust people. Not after her past. Not after what had happened. But now, now he brought such hope to her. Such joy, such need to keep going, keep fighting, keep living. Living with him. She knew it would be alright. But now the pain washed over her, and Teanna fell back. She knew he'd catch her. She knew that.

Just from Teanna's slightmotions, Noah felt the emotions behind it. She loves him, as he loves her. If their heart is one, there's nothing to really worry about. Noah knew that everything'll be fine, with her by his side. It doesn't matter where they're at, what they have, or anything. Just as long as they are together... Noah felt like a young school-boy, dreaming of the future with a girl. He never felt this way before. If this isn't love, what possibly could be?

It was Teanna who showed him the way, showed him that love could be beautiful. He never cared much for beauty before, but here he is, mesmerized by Teanna. Noah continued to manuever after her, stepping closer with each step. He was behind Teanna, about to wrap his arms around her, to embrace her... Then she fell back. Noah's strong arms spread, his flesh like smooth, tough cushion to catch Teanna. His arms slid around her figure loosely, but firmly, and supported her with his body. He smiled, gazing down at Teanna with quite gentle an expression.

"Hey there."

-As she fell back into his arms, she felt numb for a moment. It wasn't that the pain had gone, she knew her body was still reacting to it, but the way he had looked at her made it all go away for that brief moment. "Thank you." Teanna grinned and slowly lifted herself up, it must've seemed so foolish, falling over like that. So weak. She didn't want to seem weak. Teanna kept her body straight and her breathing normal, though she much wanted to squirm and curl up in a ball and pant. Her eyes were probably watering, but she wouldn't show the pain. Just a few more seconds.

And she was right, just as fast as it had gripped her, the pain vanished. She had her little moments. Just 4 more months of it. Teanna giggled softly at the thought of a small child running around the restaurant, their child, joyful little being. She knew their son or daughter would live a different life, not the same childhood that they had. "You should go and eat, I don't want the soup to get cold!" Teanna hit his shoulder gently, in a more teasing manner than an attempt to produce any pain.

Everything would be fine, it had to be. She felt it would be. Teanna took his hand and pulled him back into the kitchen. "Maybe..I'll have some rolls too."-

Noah's arms slid under hers, assisting Teanna in getting back to her feet. He didn't want to hurt her. Noah would have to learn to be more gentle, espicially now that he's no longer a loner. He wouldn't want to accidently hurt the child with his usual roughness. Noah's eyebrows tugged together as he observed her, arms resting loosely about her figure. Although she doesn't seem pained anymore, Noah felt that she was just concealing it. It seems as if they have some sort of mental connection. His gaze locked against hers, and if one were to raise their hand between their eyes, they could probably feel a palpable sensation.

One of Noah's eyebrows perked upwards when Teanna giggled. Women have such mood swings. He grinned when she lightly hit his shoulder; Noah loved the way she teased him, for he could feel the affection underneath. He squeezed Teanna's hand lightly, following after her as she lead him towards the kitchen. It was strange, following her around when he used to drag her all over Nede. But it's alright. Everything's alright as long as they're together.

He needn't say a word. Just being in her presence, even in silence, Noah felt comfortable. He's not one with words .. though he does have some extroadinarily amazing moments, but usually, he's not exactly eloquent. The only way one would be able to sense Noah's love is his protectiveness, the way he's around that person, like a shadow, ready to throw himself into the midst of danger to safeguard them. That is what Noah can offer Teanna, his silent caring, and his rugged touch.

-She wondered how strange it would look, for a pregnant, weak woman to be hitting her well-built husband. No, no, no, lover. Teanna stood still there for a moment, wondering why the word husband had come to her mind. That's what she liked...to imagine though, didn't she? Play house like she used to when she was little, except this time in her mind. And in her mind she was his bride, and he was her groom. Teanna shook her head rapidly, it was impossible. He said he'd be around, but he..he had others things to do too. It wasn't all about her. Her needs. Her wants. But she was allowed to dream. To hope.

Teanna tugged him into the kitchen and she sat down in front of him, poking idly at the rolls with her own pair of chopsticks. The thought still lashed at her. Why did she feel such..such fondness? Yes, it was normal, love, of course, but it was so intense,and the thoughts brought by it were unbearable. They either filled with her passion or joy. But such extremes of those two that they made the thoughts almost painful.

She brought a roll up to her lips and placed it in her mouth, chewing happily. "Mm." She smiled, she had done a good job with the rice, it was perfectly flavored. She wasn't very fond of the avocado though. But it was a part of the rolls whether she liked it or not.

What is she thinking? Noah was confused. Why did Teanna suddenly stand still? Some people can think smoothly with the disruptions of the enviroment, and some cannot. The latter often has to just stand still, as Teanna is doing now, to think. And often, the topic they are thinking of is quite significant to them. What's Teanna thinking of? Noah didn't ask. He exist in the former category; he can think even with the interruptions of the surroundings. Allowing Teanna to tug him into the kitchen, Noah plopped down on a chair.

He picked up his pair of chop-sticks, eyeing Teanna intently. Then his gaze would divert, descending to the sushi she made for him. Reaching out with the chop-sticks, Noah picked up a sushi neatly. Lifting the roll to his mouth, Noah chewed, savoring the taste. I wouldn't mind to taste her cooking every single day. With sushi, he liked the carrot least. .. Well, that's because he doesn't like carrots. But with food like carrots, onions, or pickles [none of which he likes], it's fine to eat it in a sandwhich, or something else to make the taste less distinct.

Noah remembered how little Teanna was able to eat before. It had worried him. Now that she has a child in her belly, it's espicially important to eat in adequate amounts. He was anxious for her health, but he didn't know how to actually convey it to her.

"How has your appetitite been?"

-Teanna smiled at him, she had felt him looking at her, even though her gaze was fixated on the plate of rolls. "It's been fine." It was the truth. She had been eating well enough, but not...well enough. She knew that when pregnant, a woman is to eat more, since quite a large amount of the nourishment supposed to go her own body, go into the child's. But she didn't feel the need to. She ate more than before, she had three meals a day, but they were mainly soups or salads. Nothing heavy, nothing really... filling.

Her hand stretched out, fingers brushing against his. She wanted to hold his hand, but he was eating. She would wait. After all, she would lay beside him, sleep beside him, wake up beside him. It was unbelievable. This joy, this feeling inside her. Teanna brought another roll into her mouth then stood up and walked over to the windows, pushing them open. She needed some fresh air, though it was cold. It didn't quite matter. Teanna glanced outside, and realized it was snowing. Yes, it was soft, small flakes, but it was snowing nonetheless. Teanna smiled brightly and hopped up, seating herself on the window still. Teanna would look outside, smiling as she watched each and every flake sway in the breeze.

Noah's head was cocked to the left, eyeing Teanna curiously. Her answer had been so short, so ... obscure. But that doesn't matter. Noah would be able to watch over Teanna from now on, since he's back to be with her. There's not been a woman that could make him settle down. Not even Camile, his own mother, could make him stay in Nede. He'd visit her every so often, but he never settled down. Obviously, there's something about Teanna ... He loved her. She had captured his special attention since they met. She seemed unique, extremely bold, and enigmatic. He was attracted to her, and their fateful meetings strengthened his feelings.

Noah looked up from the food when Teanna's fingers brushed against his. Then she pulled back when he was about to take her hand. Noah finished eating as Teanna stood to trudge towards the windows. He felt the cold breeze, and got up to slowly manuever towards her. He was taking off his white trench-coat, placing it over her body. Noah leaned over, sticking his head out the opened window. His arms would rest upon the window-sill, and his eyes continued to observe the setting. It felt so nice, being near her, watching the snow fall outside. Noah wanted to share all the beauties in the world with her.